ok. So the first week of holiday have passed and the day that i was truly satisfied with, is saturday. I really like hanging out with these ppl.

Next, i just cannot wait for these extra classes in school to be over.i feel like its dragging me down.

The things i look forward to nowaday are..ppl to hang out with, self-revision, clean-up room day, hobbies day, and the day im going back to thailand, all in all they are the day that i can ocuppied my time with. Without having to think too much abt things that i dont want to think abt.

It really PAIN me to celebrate my birthday the way that i dont want to.again.worst of all, its my 18th b'day, it feels like im going to have to waste another day of my precious day.

hmmmmm life is never satisfying.until it goes in the direction you want it to huh?.......which is forever and ever impossible.sux.