English paper1 and mother tongue paper1 down, yay! I think i did fine in english but not in chinese...half way through writing i almost give up..but i did finish it in the end.haha.

Going out later with friends to loosen up abit=D. Anyway i decided to try something new with the blog and as you can see the result, not bad eh? though i changed some of the original colour to suit my own.

Maybe if i have time i will add in some new gadgets haha...but it will be so troublesome..

Speech day in 7 days and mid-year is in 9 days...CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS?! its fine anyway, somehow band help me to calm down alot.

gonna go now. bebo! ...read more ⇒

Well! band was great today! we played quite a number of songs though finding all the scores was a pain. I had fun running up and down the stair as well haha, i think my running staminal had improved alot but not my standing-board jump.

Went to hang out at mac with esmbians, had alot of stupid jokes laught with them haha. My mind suddenly went blank after talking to the chinese tuition teacher, will update other time then. tata~ ...read more ⇒

I am sooo glad that i chose "handsome suit" over "17 again", its much more realistic in a sense that zac efron. Nothing beat the asia's joke!
Went to check out the new mall, Tampines 1( soon there will be Tampines2 and 3 and the budget tampines....haha), today. Lots of new stores and eateries and lots of people too.i think that the new mall was OK...but still a little too cramp, like lots of shops..lots of ppl and no space. I was literally slithering through the crowd, it totally felt like a traffic jam, 'honk! honk!' dont stop walking plssss!!! 'c'mon move it' your not the only one there!"arshol*" dont cut my queue! stare* am i invisible?

Saw a few ppl from my school, dinner was not bad, movie was good, Bing almost went home alone, most items on the wanted-list are tick. I have a nice day, except for the two inconsiderate ppl (Both guys) whose, for their own joy and pleasure, didnt want to stop playing " Guitar Heros Arcade " despite ing and me staring at them.

Anywayyyyy, one very sad new....I LOST MY HANDPHONE!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT KNOW HOW I LOST IT IN THE FIRST PLACE!! i think i was walking and it drop or something........surprisingly i was calm and i didnt take it seriously, my first thought was:" GREAT! damn....how troublesome it will be to get back all my friends's number.

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Worries.

You know things are never easy, even if it is there will be some ways in which your mind will turned it into a complicated matter. It is never easy to be on your own too especially when you have no clue at all at what you yourself really want or need. Though there are people who have talked to you and tried to motivate you to be the best you can be but you still just cant be what they want you to be. you felt as though you have been like tat all your past years and finally of all the time in the world you want to be on the other side. To be the lazy-bum do-o-nothing person and still want to rule the world. i felt as though i have be hanging on and on and on but of course there are times when i just let loose and let chaos out and regretted abt it later on. Im not sure if im so full of myself and being self-pitying or what. Because considering my statue and my living quality, i am indeed very fortunate...though not all fortunate are fortunate. why why of all the year it has to be this year that im having this state of mind. it SUX big time. ...read more ⇒

We had a band celebration on wednesday, there were like 10 pizzas and lots of KFC's chicken? plus about 1.5litres 7-8 soft drinks? Not many people eat alot so we had a few trays left in by the end of the celebration hour.

Tried out 'shrek dance party', 'ponyo' and played again for our own pleasure 'overture no.1', and the band have decided to play the 2 new songs for the speech day which is on the 8th of may(soo close to my first papers).

I have been thinking that for the first time, in my secondary school year, i find that being busy and multi-tasking is not fun. Since i have TONS of revisions to be done for the o'lvl, i've found that i really have to lay back from all the activities i would love to be doing. It not 'right' for me not to do these stuffs but soon now..i WILL force myself to not do these things.

-it is not just the abilities but also the choices. ...read more ⇒

SILVER

okkkkkkkkkk i know its kinda late, SYF was over 4 days ago and i just started to blog abt it, (u noe its been a hectic week for me, alot of hws and revision to catch up on), but later is better than never.

30 March

All the hard work that everyone had put in was all worth it.we did it. Though during the practice before our SYF we were still not very settle. Pretty much what i would really want to say are of what nasuha wrote in her blog. Thank you for the tuitors, seniors, ms Tan and ms Ong, every single band members who had shared the band's up and down moment and most of all mr ng kok hin. I dont think any conductor would be as vulgar, nice, motivating, real frank and caring..did i mention funny too?

During the performance, i was trembling, sweat on my forehead and my saxo's strap was a tiny bit low but as hard as i tried i could not get it up. Thank lord that my playing was not affected, though i did squeak here and there and played wrong notes(most are too soft to be heard). Anyway its not impt now, since we got SILVER!

After the performance, we headed back to sch to put our instruments. later on i was in the same taxi as ms tan, ms ong and eugene, some what we were coincidence enough....haha. Thank you for the taxi ride!

As the band members and i awaited for the announcment of the results, we were sooooo anxious and pretty much bored. Anyway there were ALOT of familiar faces around and it felt really good to see them

"East Spring Secondary School..silver" i remembered when i heard this sentence, i was looking down at the back of the seat in front of me, and within a second i screamed. scream of joy. i would have loved to jump up and down but i didnt want to do it alone.So there were quite a number who cried, stoned, stunn, overjoy and just plain relieve.

For the rest of the day, there were alot of photo-taking section too! i love it!

At the end of the day, we went to "airfield"(F.U) for our dinner. again i would like to thank mr ng for treating us curry fish-head.

By the end of the day, i was exhausted. Im sure many of the band members were too. And i skipped the next day of sch, in which i also believed many of the band members did so too.

I LOVE ESMB! not to mention the ppl that are in it too.haha.

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