i was in abit of a rush for the previous post so it came out like my plans for the month.haha.

Anyway, today as always on sat, i went for ssw practice. To me, this morning, i was feeling surpringly calm and somewhat happy.Even though ystd i was complaining of how tired i was from the band practice and hws.

Well, E gotten sick, and didnt tell me about it till i was 1/5 ways on the bus to s-cc.
This happens before so im not that nervous abt going there alone.

At the cc, i saw some new members and some old ones, whom i just met for the first time. Again i was on my own, the only saxophone.Again i was not panicking as hard as the last time and I felt contented with my playing, because i felt like myself when im playing the music...till it was getting colder and colder and my lip is starting to get tired.

I was left with 3 choices after the practice. 1. to go for a meeting(pb) 2. hang out with ssw members or 3. take bing and ing out for dinner and movie. I was confirmed that there WILL be a meeting at 8.30pm and i was off to my house.

Bing and ing did not tell and muji that we are going to eat out and it was too late by the time i reached home to tell her to stop cooking so i decided not to bring bing and ing out and i was sure that i will be on time for the meeting.

As so many time nowaday, i was the first to reach the meeting place. Bought a medium milo drink at mac. Patiently waiting for my friends to return my sms. And guess what? none of them are able to make it. and none bother to at least give me a warning that they might not be able to make it until it was too late.

I was mad.frustrated.disappointed. SO many things i have sacrificed to come to this meeting, and none came. Not a single word of apology.

i decided to take leave from the ssw practice till april and i was hoping maybe i want to hang out with them since im not going next wk. BUT noooooo, im being to serious, i thought about how this meeting could help to improve the pb and arent that VERY foolish of me.

i spent bus fairs that would still be in my wallet if i went with the cc ppl. My time would have been occupied, my body wouldnt be so tired from the 1hr15mins bus ride and another1.2 km walk from the bus stop to my house, carrying the alto sax.If ONLY i have stay put at s-cc.

ALL this for nothing.

p.s: I know it sounded dramatic but i would have never expect my trusted friends to do this to me. ...read more ⇒

Im getting a tuition for a-math.

I going to stop some activities and i want to get on with my study plan for o'lvl examination.

Im going to get all my problems solve by the end of the month..if possible. ...read more ⇒

Happy chinese new yr to all again! wish y'all a good yr of health and all to go well this yr. Anyway i think that whatever things that are supposed to happen will happened unless u took a pre-caution in what u do then i think things can be change.

Im currently reading" thousand splendid suns", the content really glued me to the book. ...read more ⇒

First of all, i want to wish everyone a happy chinese new year!

For today, i went for ssw practice. Somehow im beginning to lose interest in it, i think it may be because i had to carry the instrument back and front( its heavy), i couldnt play well, its cold and im kinda tired. Hope for a better start nxt wk.

I have a very little clue on why im not being myself there, I felt down and i didnt want to be sarcastic to anyone.

But what the heck anyway. i came home around 4.plus and had bakuan and banana for lunch.(almost fainted on the way home.The bus ride was long and serve me right for reading in the bus.carrying the saxo home is no joke either.)

I went out again not long with ing and bing. So for the rest of the day at T-mall and centuary sq, we bought ing her swimming suit, bing his game, a book for me( thousand splendid suns), catched a movie"Inkheart"(so-so)eat out at"din tai fu"( xiao long pao) and came home.

Having steamboat for dinner tmr so i guess i wont be out. i wont be able to run any errands either.Haiz. ...read more ⇒

Failed. i am so gonna failed this a-math test, though it looks simple enough if i have revised properly.

Just watched "1 litre of tears" a jap drama( true story). i really had tears in my eyes through out the whole series. It was very meaningful. ...read more ⇒

hmmm tmr is the a-math test and this is the test that decide whether you should drop your a-math or not. i think it really doesnt matter cos even IF i failed i wouldnt wanna drop it. This whole week have been all about quizes and tests..and events so kinda busy..?

Aim low. B's.(maybe a few A's?) this made me feel better about how i shouldnt feel stress too much. Anyway i just wanna do art.

Felt really great that i went out last sat to revise my math. Felt like im getting back on track. There are quite alot of things that i have to get 'em done and it just seem like i will have to wait until next week to work it out. hmm.. ...read more ⇒

hmmm, im having 3 tests coming up next week....and not a single revision done. Tomorrow i will be home around 6.plus because of band(why must SYF be this year..), and probably might as well put me off from doing any revision. So i decided not to go for ssw this sat.

Took my guardian and i about 2hours and $15 to get a medical letter on physical diability(short tongue) which will be used in the english/chinese oral examination during o'lvl exam.

i think i can only draw out my feeling. its hard to describe in words. ...read more ⇒

impt A-math test is next week. Ing is addicted to "hana yori dango"(thx ALOT jmi.)...Bing is as per usual. i wanna revise........................................................... ...read more ⇒

sat 10/1

ugh.......i cant believe im having gastric pain so often now. I wanted to believe that the cause was that i am not eating meals at the right time..but somehow my guardian and also myself think that it may be due to stress.

Went to ssw practice today, i really dont like the air-con in the band room,..its FREAKING cold ..to me, might as well be the cause for my gastric pain to worsened.

i need to revise..i have to......I MUST! ...read more ⇒

.......a little bit of my vacation to share

Wasts up, bloggie. So i have not been updating ANYTHING since the last post. The reason is because i was enjoying myself so much for each and everyday with my family that i just have soo much to write abt but too lazy to do so.

School reopened last friday the 2nd of jan and alrd hws are washing in and tests/exams felt like the next storm to hit town. Friends are still the same as ever! so loving yet "hate-able" at time. haha.

Anyway, im gonna talk abt my trip to pan buri, the last vacation spot with my family, my two aunt's families, my uncle's family, his friend's family and a friend of my another aunt. Altogether we have around 27 ppl...haha we were like occupying half of their resort houses.

The place was cool, make out of wood and stuff. My family stayed in the biggest room that goes by the name " vanilla". It has a swimming pool and a mini jacuzzi. The room was also connected with the next room, so we couldnt shut the door loudly or walked with heavy steps.

When we walkied out the backdoor, it was like a backyard with green field....that connect to the beach. How cool is that! Food was GORGEOUS, the beach was great, luckily it was not polluted if it is, i would not have the chance to see those cute little hermit crabs, crabs, starfishes, jelly fish and small fishes!(im sure there are more of other species)

The 2nd or thr third day at the resort. We decided to go for a mountain walk, which will lead to a cave that the 5th king of Thailand had been to. The walk was FREAKING tiring.....and slippery at some point because all the rocks buried in the ground have been polished so smooth by all the ppl that have stepped on it.

After the walk, we went to eat our lunches at a nearby seaside restaurant. We then made our way back to the cars by boat. Pretty cool.

While my father was driving in his slow-motion way. i was watching the scenery that passed by. Suddenly my eyes were laid upon a dog. It's eyes were closed and its mouth was open with it's tongue hanging out. It was on lying on one side of its body and its pink fresh was exposed in the middle of its body.

I let out a sheirk. The next thing was that everyone was asking me of what i saw. I would never forget it nor why my father likes to drive so slowly.

Pretty much the trip was enjoyable and very relaxing. i lvu it!
p.s i listened to 'Bon jovi' alblum abt 6 times -_-""while my father was hitting the road. ...read more ⇒