Over the weeken, i have decided that i will go back on the sunday 23rd because i want to go for the outting on sat and also the photo-taking on fri.

Went for ssw and swo practice....i will say that i felt quite lousy after today practice. It was like i am sooo out of tune..my friend suggested that it may be due to my lack of experience in playing since i have only been playing the alto sax for 2 years. But nonetheless some said that im quite good for 2 years of experience. I seriously dont know which, to believe that i really really sux or quite good.....
oh, and my octave notes on alto really REALLY BAD!!! but my low notes r pretty good, i think that it may be due to me playing the bari-sax in sch band..haha.

Also i hated myself for not being able to express myself. Like having hyper self
conciousness. I really care but i just dont know how to express it.....damn.